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hello and welcome to Motherhood and Motivation my name is Heaven i'm a 30-year-old Christian wife and mother of
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two beautiful children that has blessed mine and my husband's life with so much joy and so much purpose it is my goal
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here to share with you the grace and guidance that God gives me every single day in motherhood in life in marriage in
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homemaking without him my life would look so much different but I am chosen
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to walk in his daily grace and guidance for my life my husband's and our children today I am led to share in
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vulnerability and humility hoping to inspire whomever this video has [Music]
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found today I want to inspire the wife that didn't grow up in a two-parent household with an example of what a
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Christian marriage looks like the mom who's learning what it truly means to embody a sacrificial love much like
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Jesus may be raising their children different from how they were raised relying on God's guidance and motherhood
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where you lack the guidance and
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support i want to inspire the homemaker who wasn't taught how to care for the home or steward the gifts that God gives
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us the couple without a village the family breaking generational cycles the woman who wakes up every day thirsty for
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living water that only God can provide knowing this life is full of abundance
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opportunity and new mercies every day that no matter where you come from how you were raised and what your past looks
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like you are who God says you [Music]
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are you are and you can be the wife mom homemaker and woman that God has
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destined you to [Music]
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be every week I share motivational content hoping to relate to inspire and
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connect with other moms and homemakers through looks into my current life homemaking tasks and motherhood journey
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but in order to truly inspire you I believe I ought to share a little bit about who I am versus who I was where I
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come from versus where I'm headed and some of my childhood family dynamic in
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which maybe someone can relate or be inspired by [Music]
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it no it's not going to be a sorrowful story of trauma or past hurt but I have
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definitely truly with God grace come a long way i grew up in a single mother household
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with two sisters no father figure and no example of a traditional Christian marriage or household my father left
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when I was very very young at age and my mom was mostly in survival mode majority
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of our childhood and teenage years working daily morning through evening
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hours usually dropping us off at school during latch key hours and picking us up from after school activities in the
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summer we usually stayed with a relative while my mother was working normally a drunk uncle or grandfather or went to
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some sort of summer camp once we were old enough to stay by ourselves we spent most of the time outdoors with friends
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and hanging out while my mother always worked very
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hard to provide for us it wasn't easy and that showed work took up a lot of
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the time that we needed from her she just didn't have a whole lot of time to
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give outside of work or even a whole lot of energy much like a lot of women that
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I know now she also had her own social life her own interests relationships and hobbies too so when you think of all of
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the hours that went into work um hobbies social life
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relationships technically it just wasn't a whole lot of time left for motherhood all of this kept my mother busy every
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day and this is different from how I currently live and raise my children as a stay-at-home mother and homeschool
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mom i understand that my mother did what she thought was the best she
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could the things my mother did teach me I'm truly grateful for like how to be strong ambitious fearless resourceful
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smart kind loving and more she tried to keep us in church although we never
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really stayed consistent um we went long periods of not being in a church and a lot of times our life was
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a little bit rocky and just not very stable so to this day I kind of still struggle with stability routine
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scheduling um showing up things like that i believe my mother always prayed
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for us though and I believe that even though it was hard for her we were always covered by God and I believe even
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today that God is still covering me in answer to the prayers that my mother once prayed when I was a child when she
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was [Music] tired my mother taught me how to pray
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and on those nights when she was away working or hanging out with friends if I
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ever felt alone I learned that I actually wasn't truly alone because God was with me in prayer and in spirit he
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was always there always covering me back then and today too
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i was so nervous to talk happened so
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fast went from so lonely to falling asleep in your
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arms i used to be afraid to fall in love
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my past relationship was a disaster but now I don't
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care when I was 13 I got my very first job working as a police cadet back then
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it was just this lowincome job that was provided for young children and poor
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communities that lived in lowincome households and we basically did like
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community service in the community working at food banks cleaning up the community working inside of nursing
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homes senior citizens homes things like that giving back to our community but we were paid back then i think we were
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making like 750 an hour and I was only about 13 14 years
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old when I was 15 years old I got baptized and started my very own personal walk with God i started
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studying the Bible on my own praying on my own i started fasting on my own i really really wanted to have a personal
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and strong relationship with God and I was determined to do that no matter who I was surrounded by um even though I was
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very much often discouraged and often felt different and out of place from my
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peers um my family my siblings and I just didn't have a whole lot of guidance in that area
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honestly I met my husband when I was 16 he grew up with his father in a
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single father home his father kept him in the church religiously and at the
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time we both prayed together we read our Bibles together we often talked about
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some of the similarities in our life the commonalities like both growing up in a single parent household and just loving
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God loving the Lord we met in our high school we went to a
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performing arts high school i've always enjoyed dancing since I was a little girl it was my favorite hobby sometimes
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it was like an escape hobby for me and so my husband at our performing arts
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school at the time he was studying music sometimes we would go into the auditorium it would be nobody in there
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it would be after school hours because like I said my mom used to work some long hours therefore um she normally
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drop me off at school before school even began and pick me up hours after school ended so I was either in an after school
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program or just hanging out my husband would stay after just to be there with me and we would go into the auditorium
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he would play on the piano and play music and I would just dance and we would just do this and just do it for
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hours it was literally like a romantic scene out of a movie we became
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inseparable always being there for each other always praying together reading the Bible together and we were so
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inseparable that we went from being high school sweethearts to then becoming
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college sweethearts we ended up going to college together to be honest I think that he was only there to just be there
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with me while I was studying criminal law he was studying graphic design
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although in the dorm room just learning on his own self-taught a completely
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different career the career that he's currently in now because I didn't have enough money to finish college we left
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our second year and we both ended up getting a full-time job I saved up all of my money from my summer job after
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leaving college to buy my first car um worked hard enough to get a place but
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Before doing that my husband and I ended up getting engaged so we got our first
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place together and 2 weeks later we got
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married we got married after being together for 5 years as high school and
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college sweethearts and immediately after getting married my husband stepped right into the role of being a provider
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i had no idea what God had planned for us we just you know we kind of just
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followed him as we've always done since we had first met we just trusted the
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Lord cuz you took my scars bruises and
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broken heart numbed all the pain show me how to heal and now
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anymore my husband stepped into that role so gracefully and that allowed me
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to explore my own interests and hobbies without worrying about paying the bills and honestly that was truly a blessing
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so we didn't have any children i pursued a few different types of careers i dove
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into the beauty industry i got a cosmetology license and I began doing
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natural hair care i had my own salon suite and all the while my husband was
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working not the job that he dreamt of but just a job to provide for us so that I could do this
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we were talking about starting a family we had actually gotten pregnant with my
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son who is now six years old and once that happened we wanted to both be able
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to be there for him as much as we can and with the current job that my husband was working that definitely wouldn't
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have been possible we wanted him to have a work from home job to be self-employed
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so I wanted to share the sacrifice for him that he had sacrificed for me since we first met and even got married so I
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worked a normal regular job and my husband pursued starting his own career in the career industry that he
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loved just a week before my son was born God truly truly blessed us literally one
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week before my son was born my husband got his first big client and this was so big it had been the type of client and
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self-employment job that we had been praying for it allowed him to be there with me when I went into labor it
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allowed him to continue working but working from home to help me when I brought home our newborn and that's
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exactly what that did for us it was so freeing and I truly believe it was just
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only God who did this for us cuz you took my
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scars bruises and broken
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heart numb all the pain show me how to
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heal and now I don't
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feel broken anymore [Music]
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i needed my husband so much because we we've never really had a huge village or
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support system just like my mother didn't really have a lot of time um like
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in the home just caring for us that never changed she also didn't have a whole lot of time to be there for us as
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we became mothers too and so most of the time it's just my husband and I we maybe
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get a babysitter for our children about two times per year at most sometimes
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even less and it's never like an overnight type of thing it's normally just a couple of hours this is very very
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rare you know and that's okay because like I said in those times where we feel
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alone we're never truly alone we have God and sometimes God you know lends his support to us in so many different ways
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i think my husband was exactly what I needed and I think I was exactly what my husband needed and he blessed us for
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each other in that way after we had our first son I
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immediately became a stay-at-home mother and my husband continued to pursue his
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business and his career and build his business from the ground up and this is what worked best for us i left the hair
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care industry and started a blog it was just something that I was doing just as
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a hobby just sharing my experience as a mother i had no idea what I was doing no one taught me how to be a mom let alone
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a stay-at-home mom or even a wife and I just depended on God and my husband and
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I were just learning these things together and there were definitely times where I definitely felt like alone and
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just getting that cabin fever so having my blog is what helped me and that was like the very start of me becoming a
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content creator which I still love [Music]
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today once the whole co thing hit things
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had gotten really hard we lost my father-in-law who was super important to us and very close to us and um as a
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distraction I ended up going back to school and I graduated when my son was 2
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years old with a parallegal degree in family law property law and business law
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and I hold that degree although it's not my passion i did it like I said because
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it was like the perfect distraction we were really going through a hard time
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and my husband always gave me the support to go out and pursue whatever my
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dreams might be but time and time again I realized that I very much just love
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being a homemaker and a stay-at-home mother and sharing that walk and that journey with
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others it's just something that I love to do
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one job that I had when I was younger was a mentorship job in which I was just mentoring young teenagers who were
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living um a life similar to the life that I lived when I was a young teenager and a young girl i loved that job so
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much it was when I first realized how much I basically just want to try and be an influence and an inspiration and a
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light to others growing up I didn't really have that
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there was not too many people that I could go to for that type of guidance and inspiration and so I really wanted
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to be that for for others and pursued many different things i went to school
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for criminal justice graduated and parallegal i also used to dance i was a
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dance teacher at once i was in the hair care industry i even started a small business selling hair and skincare
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products while I was in school and while I was raising my one and a
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half two-year-old son from home did a lot of things and ultimately the thing that I love most is being a content
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creator being here and sharing with you [Music]
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guys the reason why I'm telling you guys all of this is because like I said I
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feel like the best way for me to be able to inspire you guys is to tell you guys
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a bit more about who I am and where I've come from i haven't always been the homemaker that I am today or the stay at
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home mom that I am today no one you know told me that in everything that we do in
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everything that we say and everything that we wear we are vessels of the Lord
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and that we reflect Christ and how we go
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about our daily lives how we look how we dress how we speak but we also reflect our husband and these are things that I
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had to learn no one taught me how to find joy and just cleaning my home and
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serving my family serving the [Music]
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Lord it's always and some days it still is like just a tugof-war just trying to
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stay motivated trying to keep my eyes on you know the Lord every day when things
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get hard when things get difficult i feel like I'm just starting from scratch trying to learn these things but God has
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truly been showing up he always has and it has been such a wonderful transformation such a wonderful journey
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and I kind of just want to tell you guys someone else who might not be there just yet that just hold on just keep going
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even if you you feel like it's hard today or yesterday and you just can't
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see the end of the tunnel just hold on and keep going because it gets better it
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easier some days are heavy raising kids without a village can be isolating and
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it can feel sad we carry the weight of every decision every tantrum every
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bedtime battle we're tired we argue sometimes and sometimes we wonder if we
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are doing enough but then we remember that God chose us to be our children's parents he's not asking us to be perfect
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just present to just surrender to him and in our weakness he is strong we're
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learning to rely on him more and more every day we're learning that home isn't what you had growing up it's what you
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choose to build now every prayer whispered over a child every meal made in love every moment of patience every
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story read every mess cleaned up it matters we're healing from things we
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didn't even know we needed healing we're unlearning what the world told us about family and success and we're trading
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busyness for intention we're choosing forgiveness over bitterness we're
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learning how to speak gently how to listen well how to serve without resentment it's not instant some
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patterns are very deep and some days I catch myself reacting like I was
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parented not how I want to parent but I bring it to God i bring it to Jesus and
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he reminds me that you are not your past you are not what you didn't have you are mine and I'm doing a new thing in you
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[Music] this home we're building is not flashy
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it's not perfect it's not brand new we're not keeping up with the trends or
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chasing perfection we're keeping our eyes on the Lord we're learning how to honor each other to repent and forgive
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to create rhythms of peace and grace in our days to slow down and see the beauty in the ordinary the gospel shapes
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everything for us now how we discipline how we speak how we plan our lives even how we clean because even that even this
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cleaning can be done with love and we are inviting our kids into that story
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we're teaching them what we are still learning ourselves and we're showing them that God is real he's present and
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he is good you're always there to guide me i used to be afraid to fall in
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love a past relationship was a disaster
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but now I don't care cuz you
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took my scars bruises and
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broken heart numb all the pain
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show me how to heal and now I don't
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feel broken anymore [Music]
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oh I used to be afraid until I met you i was
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insecure and caught up in the pain [Music]
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but you showed me how to heal if you're listening to this right now
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and you feel alone if you didn't have an example to follow if you're just figuring it out as you go I see you and
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I am you you can be the first in your family to break the cycles you can raise your children differently you can build
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a peaceful joyful Christc centered home even if you never saw growing up you
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don't need a perfect past you don't need a perfect house you don't need anyone else's approval you just need to keep
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showing up keep praying keep loving keep inviting God into every corner of your
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home and friend mama wife homemaker he
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so as I clean today and share this clean with me with you guys I want to remind
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myself and you too that this is holy work these small unseen acts of care
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they shape the atmosphere they speak love to our children they serve our husband they honor the Lord this isn't
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just homemaking this is a ministry and I may not have had this growing up but by God's grace I'm giving it to my children
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today I am a stay-at-home mom and wife to the most loving most sacrificial
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husband he's kind and he's perfect for us he is my high school sweetheart my
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college sweetheart he is my soulmate we have two beautiful children a
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six-year-old son named Noah and we have a 10-month old baby girl named
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Nivea they bring us so much joy every single day and even though we get really
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really tired we don't have that village that um we see a lot of our friends have
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that doesn't stop us from really really enjoying our lives as parents and even want more children you know and so my
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prayer over you is that you know that you're not alone that you would feel
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God's nearness today that you would have the courage to keep going that you will look at your beautiful children look at
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your spouse and just love them right where you guys are share with them the
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same type of grace and love that God shares with us every single day don't
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worry about where you come from but focus on where you are headed and just focus on the today you're doing much
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better than you think and this messy beautiful sacred work it matters much
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more than what words can say hearts bruises and
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broken heart numbed all the pain show me how to heal and now
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I don't feel broken anymore
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numbed all the pain show me how to heal and now
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I don't feel broken anymore
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the point is I didn't grow up with a picture perfect home i was raised by a single hardworking mom who did the best
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she could she was strong but she was tired she worked long hours and there just wasn't time for a lot of direction
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or conversations or traditions there wasn't a clear example of what a godly home looked like no guidance of what it
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looked like or what it meant to be a wife or a mother life was about surviving not building and while I'm so
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thankful for my mom's strength there was always a part of me that longed for something more stable and more sacred i
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never imagined I'd become a stay-at-home wife and mom the one that I am today and honestly I didn't even know it was
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possible but here I am today when my husband and I started our family
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we didn't have a blueprint no village no help from family nearby just us doing
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our best and trusting God with every step we didn't grow up seeing marriage
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done God's way we didn't have examples of healthy parenting or peaceful homes
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we were both carrying childhood wounds generational patterns and unspoken fears
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but yet God he took two broken ordinary people and gave us a vision for
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something better not perfect not easy but sacred holy a home that is built on
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his word a marriage that is rooted in grace and parenting that truly reflects his heart and every day we are still
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learning and sharing [Music]
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I feel lost late at night in the dark at least when I'm not with you it's
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like without you I just fall apart and I don't know what I'm heading
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into all of my emotions flow in a way that I just can't
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control cuz I'm new to this i don't
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know how to [Music] act but I feel alive with
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you take it easy on my heart wise I fall
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apart with you take it easy on my heart why I
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alive al [Music] [Applause] alive al
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alive you got no limits i like that you're free i want to be that way with you
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chasing highs to take the weight out of me far from lows I don't ever feel blue
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cuz all of my emotions flow in a way that I just can't
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control cuz I'm new to this i don't
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know how to act but I feel alive with
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you take it easy on my heart why I fall
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apart alive with you take it easy on my heart why I fall
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alive [Music] [Applause] alive
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alive i used to be so low now I can't be alone
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i used to be so but I feel alive with
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you take it easy on my heart otherwise I fall
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apart alive with you with you take it easy on my heart why I fall
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[Music] apart alive in life with you
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alive you know it actually took me quite some time to get this video out because
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I kind of wanted it to be perfect and I felt like God was telling
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me like "Girl you're still not listening it's not going to be perfect it doesn't even have to be perfect what he did for
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my life was took my not so picture perfect life in fact he took something that just was far from perfect and he
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turned it into something beautiful while I might not be perfect and my husband
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might not be perfect our home might not be perfect our children might not be perfect I feel like we are all perfect
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for one another and as long as we have God's perfect love and a perfect God who
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is always there to guide us who loves us then that is about as perfect as it's
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going to get so um with that mindset I was like I'm going to go ahead and just
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create this video and hope that it is inspiring it's not like me to share in
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vulnerability and humility get all personal and share like intimate parts
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of my life things that are deep things that might even still bother me i don't
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share a lot about my past i don't really talk about the person that I used to be
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sometimes I often felt ashamed of who I was but when I look at who I was versus
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who I am now I realize that I don't have anything to be ashamed of and that instead I have so much to be proud of so
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much to be grateful for so much to be thankful for and so much to share
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because God does tell us to share you know our testimonies and our walk with
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Christ with others so I have been feeling God leading me to
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share this type of information with others often in life like in my
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relationship with friends and family and things like that i tend to shy away because as mentioned before in my early
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walk with the Lord I often felt kind of lonely it's just it's difficult for me to open up especially when sometimes I
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feel like the person that I'm talking to might not receive it well or probably won't even care but the thing is even if
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one person can gain inspiration from this video even if I can just point one
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person to the Lord and inspire one person and motivate one person and let
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one person know that you are not alone then I think that it it's worth it and I think that
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all of this hair that I'm doing absolutely means nothing if it's not for the Lord so I'm hoping that me stepping
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out and deciding to share some of my life with you guys maybe it will inspire
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you you know maybe you too or just like me and you weren't always the homemaker
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that you are today or the mom that you are today the wife that you are today maybe you're showing up every day and
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trying hard every single day and my hope is that this video will find you well
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windows are open want to feel the wind blow through my hair which way do I
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follow what happens tomorrow i turn to you and hope you can guide the
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way sometimes I give up just want to be on my own
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[Music] even in the darkest times you give me
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hope so I lean on you when I've lost my way i
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keep holding on for a better day i lean on you when the world's a stray i left
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my heart open till you hear my pray
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yeah i left my heart open so you hear my
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prayer in times that are changing and when hope is fading I know I can turn to
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your embrace cuz there's so much beauty under your heaven
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and I'm grateful every day sometimes I give up just want to be
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own even in the darkest times you give me
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hope so I lean on you when I've lost my way i
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keep holding on for a better day i lean on you when the world's a stray i left
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my heart open so you hear my [Music]
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prayer yeah i left my heart open so you hear my
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prayer oh I need you and I want you i keep
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holding on for a better day i lean on you when the world's a straight i left
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my heart open so you hear my [Applause]
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prayer i left my heart open so you hear my prayer
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you know when I look back on the girl I used to be I honestly barely recognized her i was overwhelmed guarded trying to
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be strong because I had to carrying burdens I didn't understand living out patterns I didn't choose but God he
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didn't just save me he began to transform me he peeled back layers that
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I had used for protection he brought healing to wounds I buried he whispered
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truth over the lies that I had believed for years and little by little I began to change my heart softened my mindset
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shifted i stopped trying to earn love and started receiving grace i began
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mothering from a place of peace not panic i stopped performing and started
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just being present being teachable being led by him and I'm still learning i'm
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still healing and I'm still growing every single day but I've seen enough of
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God's goodness in this journey to know that he doesn't waste anything not our
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past not our pain not even our messy beginnings and that's why I shared this
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with you guys i think that's why I've been led to share this with you guys because I know that there are other women out there that are just like me
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women who love their families but carry silent battles women who long for a
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peaceful home and are showing up giving it their best even though they never saw
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what that looked like women who are doing it alone but still waking up every
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single day and trying again you and your spouse you don't have to have it all
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together you don't need a village or a perfect past you just need each other you just need God you just need a
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willing heart and a God who never leaves and that's who he [Music]
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is that's why I make these videos that's why I made this video not because I've
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arrived and I've got it all figured out but because I know how it feels to start with nothing but faith to have no
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village just Jesus and I want you to know that you are not alone either if
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you're building something new if you're trying to follow Jesus and break the
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patterns of your past I am with you i see you and I'm cheering you on one day
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one dish one bad bedtime story one video at a
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time so my hope is that we can continue to walk this journey together hand in
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hand heart open eyes fixed on Jesus hopefully inspiring one another
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if this video has found you I hope that you would comment below and introduce
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yourself i shared a lot of me with you guys because I really want to connect
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with you guys i feel like YouTube is such a wonderful space in that you can
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literally connect with people from many different walks of life from all over
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the world and that's amazing i am hoping and it really is my goal that I can
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inspire as many women moms homemakers wives people as I can here on my channel
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through my content through my journey so it would be so heartfelt if I can connect with you all even if I only get
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like one comment that's still something so down below just share one thing about
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you i shared a lot about myself if you have any questions feel free to ask and
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share with me one fun fact about you or maybe you can relate to this video if
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this video has inspired you in any type of way let me know down below introduce
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yourself if you've never done so before if you're new to this channel hi you pretty much know much about me at
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this point so it's nice to meet you too say hello down below in the comment section i love hearing from you guys
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my goal was to share with you guys 1 hour of cleaning motivation because I
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know sometimes I share like faster paced cleaning videos even though sometimes it takes much longer than that to actually
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clean up so I wanted to slow this video down a little bit and really be intentional with the editing of this
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video in like real time and just slow it down a little bit because in life we're
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always rushing it's always so fastpaced every once in a while I think it's a fresh breath of air to just slow down
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and just romanticize homemaking cleaning and all of that so if you are cleaning
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with me or you have been thus far let me know down below and let's finish it out
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strong i didn't get the full 1 hour cleaning like I had intended to but
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nearly there 50 minutes of cleaning motivation is enough to definitely make a difference in the home to definitely
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put a dent in some of the cleaning let me know what you're doing i got done some folding here some vacuuming some
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dusting we have began baby proofing for my daughter who is now 10 months old and
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she is curious and on the go we still have a lot more to do we've got to put a gate around the fireplace we have to
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baby proof pretty much every other room in the house but definitely a start here
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so we're going to continue this journey of homemaking motherhood and trying to build a Christ
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centered home for our family together so if you are new here and again this is
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your very first time on my channel I welcome you to subscribe and join the
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family i would love to have you guys here i post inspirational and motivational content every single week
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typically it is a cleaning video a grocery haul a shopping haul home
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organization homeschool content home making all of the sorts just hoping that
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from one mom to another we can inspire each other so again if you're new here
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don't forget to subscribe i would love to have you here and if you enjoyed this video that you would also give it a thumbs up so that I can know what type
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of content you guys like what type of content resonate with you guys but that's going to be all for today's video
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let's close it out together and finish this cleaning strong and again I hope that this video has found you well and
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has inspired you and motivated you in some way most importantly I hope that this video points you back to God
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the preacher said "God would never give more than I could handle on my own." But
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I don't know if I believe that to be
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true cuz there have been some times when I've been all alone and wanted to give
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up but you helped me
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stand yeah god he used
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you shined right through you in ways you will never
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know so many ways that you'll never know the mountain
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mover bulletproof yeah you made me
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stronger you had a faith that I'll never
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know no you had a faith that I'll
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[Music] never you prayed away rainy days even
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kept a smile if they stayed cuz either way you stood on the rock and not on the
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sand [Music] sweet memories of all the little things
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you did to show me love and you help
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me stand [Music] yeah god he
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used shined right through you in ways you will never
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know so many ways that you'll never know the mountain
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move bulletproof yeah you made me
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stronger you had a faith that I'll never
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know yeah you had a fate that I'll
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[Music] never kings will rise and fall bending
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for the fame and seasons come and go and time
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will bring some pain but if there's one thing that I
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know you will always remain the same
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yeah no you'll never change no
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god he used shine right through
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you in ways you will never know so many ways that you'll never know yeah
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mountain move [Music] bulletproof yeah oh yeah you made me
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stronger you had a faith that I'll [Music]
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never You had a faith that I'll
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never No you had a faith that I'll never
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know no you had a fate